for you

if you feel like you're not important in somebody's life, you're probably not. you love him more than anything, you build your life around an expectancy, you put him above everything else, yet you still don't feel quite content. sure, he loves you. but you know, somehow, it just isn't enough. you know you want more, but you just don't want to admit it. why do you always feel that you're never going to get what you want or what you deserve in a relationship, anyway? look at you. you are a great woman. only a fool will miss that.

you say you'll ride it out. i say, if you really think that it's worth it, then go ahead. if only you had the guts to show him what he really has, i'd be more proud of you. but you know i've always been by your side, so whatever you decide, i'll support you. i just don't want you to get hurt. we both know how long it takes before you'll be able to get over a relationship. sometimes, too long.

for now, just do what you feel is right. if you're happy where you are, then don't sweat the small stuff, as they say. maybe you're expecting too much, too soon. i want you to stop that.

you've always given all of you when you're in love. that's why guys you've loved are among the luckiest, i think. maybe it's time to take a step back, to look at whether you're doing it for the right guy this time. if he is someone who bursts with so much love for you, well, you may have found your match. he will appreciate all the love you can give, and because of this, you are as lucky as he is.

i don't know if i've been of much help. i, too, get a bit out of whack when in love. but, hey, where's the fun if we didn't put ourselves out there, huh? so just love, love, and love. if you get hurt, the world's not going to end, that much i can assure you. you're just being prepared for something more.