valentine's day blues no more

for the first time in my almost 22 years, i actually have someone to celebrate valentine's day with...well, okay..it's not like this is my first significant relationship, but it is, however, the only time that the guy's physically present. however, no matter how great things are going with us, im still looking forward more to the day following the 14th, the day i actually turn 22.

my boyfriend says i'm the only person in the world who has a countdown to her birthday...my friends don't disagree at all...somebody even said i was selfish for saying that the only day i look forward to in a year is my birthday!!! well, i really don't care much about that girl...i don't even know when her freakin' birthday is..not that i care...

so anyway, this tuesday is going to be the only day in the year that i can get away with almost anything...or at least i think that's how it works...i'm so excited though i know it's going to be as uneventful as the 14th for singles, or should i say, for singles who'd rather be attached...hehe...i don't care...i'm just happy i'm with someone i surprisingly love a lot...it's like the best birthday gift yet.

it feels great not to be part of the angst-filled, bitter-but-denying-it single crowd anymore (of course there's another single crowd, the one where the people are single but not lonely)...and as idealistic as i am, im thinking i'm not going to be part of that crowd again...well, at least not for a long time...